DEVOTION
THE ACTS OF THE
APOSTLES
RUN
Acts 20:17-24
17 From Miletus, Paul sent to
Ephesus for the elders of the church. 18 When they arrived, he said to them:
"You know how I lived the whole time I was with you, from the first day I
came into the province of Asia. 19 I served the Lord with great humility and
with tears, although I was severely tested by the plots of the Jews. 20 You
know that I have not hesitated to preach anything that would be helpful to you
but have taught you publicly and from house to house. 21 I have declared to
both Jews and Greeks that they must turn to God in repentance and have faith in
our Lord Jesus. 22 "And now, compelled by the Spirit, I am going to
Jerusalem, not knowing what will happen to me there. 23 I only know that in
every city the Holy Spirit warns me that prison and hardships are facing me. 24
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race
and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me — the task of testifying to
the gospel of God's grace.
NIV
Paul said that he served the Lord
with great humility and with tears, even in the face of opposition from the
Jews. This is the first clue about how we should live with great humility and
tears. We know what pride looks like, and we need to avoid it strenuously. If we
are learning from Jesus, who said for us to do, then we would be gentle and
humble of heart. Paul also told them that he did not hesitate to preach
anything that would be helpful to them, which is another clue for our lives. When
we speak with our fellow believers, we should not hesitate to talk about what would
be helpful to them. We should be building others up, but also declaring that both
believers and non-believers turn to God in repentance, or with a changed mind. The
other truth we are faced with is this compelling sense Paul felt from the
Spirit. This is one of the top clues we should ponder with an open heart. Do we
live compelled by our own senses, or by the Spirit? Paul felt compelled by the
Spirit to go to Jerusalem, not knowing what would happen to him there. That is the
core of a Spirit-led life. When we live according to, or are compelled by, the
Spirit, then we live outside our own plans. We think all too often that we want
our plans to come to pass. That is the way of the world, the way we were raised:
to find a path to success, an endeavor for life, to accomplish something, to accumulate
stuff important to us. Do we make decisions based on our desires, or will, or
are we living under the compulsion of the Spirit? The Spirit warned Paul that
he would face prison and hardship, not an apple-pie-in-the-sky type of life. That
is not to say we are supposed to be facing hardships, but the point is whether
we are living under the compulsion of the Spirit. A key to living by the Spirit
is to consider our lives as worth nothing, but to focus on finishing the race
and completing the task the Lord Jesus has given us. For Paul, that was testifying
to the gospel of God's grace. That could be our task, but we might be compelled
by the Spirit to finish another task. The point is, whatever we have been
called to or compelled to do, we should run that race to the finish line. How
can we stop in the middle of the race? How can we think that we have already finished
the race? No, we are compelled by the Spirit to run with the desire to complete
the task we have been called to. We must simply run.